A New Beginning..

Rainbow after a downpour,Shine after the dark.

i am starting to believe that patience is a virtue.and things mightturn out the way you want them to,if you wait long enough.

i am glad things are going well between us again, especially after those few horrid months back.it’s great to know that you have decided to forgive all that has happened in the past.i can understand that you cannot forget what has happened,but i guess i will let time be the judgement.

it has been the best 2 months of my life..you know,being friends with you once again,because quite honestly,i didn’t expect us to ever cross paths again.it’s great to know you all over again,listen to your pains,talking about random stuff,and going about our lives.

i understand that you are not in a situation to handle any sort of b/f relationship as of now,after what you went through in the past,after getting your trust betrayed not once but twice.but it’s understandable.no point getting into a relationship in an impulse and suffering once again right?might as well give it some time,and see if things could work out between you and that individual someone.everything takes time,and i will eventually leave it to you to decide whom is your Mr.Right.

you are going through some difficult stuff right now..studies,family-related matters,friendship problems,so on and so forth,and i seriously feel useless that i could do nothing to help ease your burden.i admit,i don’t even know you well enough.i don’t know how you are feeling sometimes.i don’t know how to comfort you if you are feeling down.i don’t know how to help you if you are having difficulties in your studies or having some family problems.it’s just sad that i could do nothing for you,except to be watch your on the sidelines,unable to help.it’s disheartening at times.

i laugh at myself at times.thinking about the future that might not come true.imagining it’s tiring at times,that string of hope is worth dying for.even if i could not get what i intended to do,i could at least say that i did all that i could,that i took all the opportunities presented to me.i still remembered vividly what happened in the past,and i could never let things go that way EVER AGAIN.

you taught me how to love,but not how to stop loving.

quite honestly,if anyone told me that i would be in love with you 2 years ago,i would have laughed hard at that person,for i did not see how things could be possible between two of us,and i once thought that you were a difficult person to deal with (how wrong i was.)

dealing with emotions is never easy

i wish i could read your mind at times.only then i could know what you think about some of the things i say.i want to know more about you - your family,your emotions,your school work,your likes and dislikes,your perceptions about things,all of them.i want to listen to whatever you want to say.even if it is about any random thing you encountered during school time. i want to get to know you better.

insecurity is the only thing that affects your image.

hey gorgeous,stop calling yourself names.you are absolutely fine.you ain’t fat.you ain’t short.you are perfect the way you are.i fell in love with you for who you are.you don’t need to look into the mirror and hate what you see.you don’t need to care about what people think about you.you are beautiful.inside and outside.So,you don’t need to listen to people’s comments.just be who you are.i love everything about you - your smile,the way you do things,the way you love your friends,the way you think for other people,all of them.so,remember - BE-YOU-TIFUL.

when there is love,there is life.

i don’t know if i stand a chance with all the other guys around you,but i honestly do not care.i have decided on the person i am gonna wholeheartedly love,and i am gonna follow my heart until the very end.i didn’t know my feelings towards you in the past,but now i am sure that i love you,and you only.i know it’s gonna take months,or even years for you to see me as someone more than friends,but i honestly am up for the challenge.i gave up on you once,but this time,i will never give up on you.even if you chose another person over me,i will not back out this time round,for i know i love you,and you are the right person for me.even if others don’t think it the same way.you are the first and last thing on my mind,day in day out.

I said this once,and i will say this once again.

no matter how things are gonna turn out,10 years from now,you are the one i am gonna marry.